Have you fixed things with anyone recently?
i don’t know how to answer this
Look in your inbox, who’s your last message from?
kia
Think of the last person who hurt you, do you forgive them?
i never forgive, i just forget and continue my life with or without them
What’s the relationship with you and the last person you kissed?
idk i think he’s like my boyfriend or something i guess……
How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
20 lol he’s ooooold
How did you meet the last person you kissed?
i was hanging out with my friends and he was with his cousin who is also my friend and then i called his cousin to come where we were
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
yesss
Do you give out second chances too easily?
yeaaaaaah
What does your hair look like?
i don’t know it’s kinda mess right now but it’s not blond anymore
Have you been kissed by someone who’s name starts with a J?
i have no idea, could be
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a D?
yeah
Who was the last person you talked to?
one of my sisters yelled “i’m leaving now” when she went to the school and i was like “okay” but i have no idea which one it was
Are you happier now or four months ago?
i think so because four months ago me and anna stopped our huge fight and that made me very happy and now i’m at my mom’s place and this sucks
What are you doing tomorrow?
baking
Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
my cat sings to me sometimes but it sounds horrible so i always tell her to stop
When was the last time you were told you were pretty?
last weekend henkka said i look beautiful when i laugh and i was like what because i think i look like a troll when i smile
Do you like your hair?
it’s nice if i do something to it but if i just let it be it looks horrible
Are you wearing anything that doesn’t belong to you?
ummmm no
What’s running through your mind right now?
anna
Did you like this past summer?
yeah it was the most awesome summer i’ve ever had, i watched buffy with anna the whole summer
Do you wake up cranky?
no
Who’s seen you at your worst?
i don’t know, anna, henkka, marika, tuomo
Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you?
i don’t know, i think everything is funny but sometimes jokes about eating disorders, depression or suicide are a bit painful
Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?
no we were sitting at the car duh
Current annoyance?
my mom, my graduation party, my eating disorder, my future, having just one cigarette left
Do you hate your ex?
i don’t have any
How did you meet the last person you texted?
we went to the same high school
Do you put ketchup on your fries or on the side?
on the side
What was the last thing you drank?
apple-flavored water
Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
ordered it from the internet
Do you smile a lot?
yesss
Are you afraid to live on your own?
no and if everything goes as planned i don’t have to live alone and that’s even better
i hope henkka doesn’t get mad at me for eating his chicken
he should know that he can’t leave me home alone for several hours and expect me not to eat everything i find
when we start living together he needs to lock the fridge door or something
it happened again
i found myself staring at nowhere and thinking sex with henkka
i have no idea how long i was doing it
fucking periods
sometimes i wish that henkka would break up with me so i could just hang out with anna all the time and eat and not care about how fat i am
and sometimes i wish that henkka would get fat too so i wouldn’t have the pressure of looking good because now he’s like too hot for me
i don’t know what i’m talking about i have pms
if you look posts tagged as cunt you’ll find a lots of vaginas and then in the middle there’s me complaining about team fortress
waiting for team fortress to download on my little sister’s computer
it’s taking foreverrrrrr
i’m gonna set her a new wallpaper from my blog
also i’m kinda out of cigarettes
also i’ve been eating too much chocolate
i just don’t play as a sniper
i am a sniper
i need new pants
i tried every pants i have and all of them made me look so fat
hjkuigyukyfukfukfyidryhdfths
i hate everything
i have no idea why henkka wants to be with me
he’s like the perfect guy and i’m just a bitch with so many problems
maybe he knows that he has like two months to live
or then my mom paid him to prove that i’m not a lesbian
or he never has looked at the mirror and he thinks he’s fugly
or he lost a bet with his cousin
or he’s drunk all the time
or he’s blind and deaf
or he’s secretly gay and wants no one to find out
or he’s too lazy to get rid of me
or then i’m just so *~::fabulous::~* that he loves me
yeah i think it’s the last one
as the only female resident of this household i assume that every women’s clothes i find in here is mine
therefore my sisters should know that all sexy underwear they left here are also mine
i hope they were expensive
sluts
i hate listening people complaining about themselves
that’s why me and henkka had a fight last week
now one of my dearest friend kia is also having a bad time and instead of getting pissed off i decided to take her out this week and make her feel better
that way i’ll make us both happy
i feel like a jesus
omg guys guess what
i’ve been missing henkka so much that i forgot all about final fantasy 13!!!!
WAAH I WANT TO PLAY IT I HAVEN’T PLAYED IT IN TWO WEEKS HENKKAAAAA
sob sob
so……………….
this is it
now i’m at that point where you care more about people than videogames
wow
never thought this would happen
my ass looks awesome today
*~::bootylicious::~*
gonna get sum dick 2night yessssssssssss