Milla, 19, Finland.
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Have you fixed things with anyone recently?
i don’t know how to answer this

Look in your inbox, who’s your last message from? 
kia

Think of the last person who hurt you, do you forgive them? 
i never forgive, i just forget and continue my life with or without them

What’s the relationship with you and the last person you kissed? 
idk i think he’s like my boyfriend or something i guess……

How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
20 lol he’s ooooold

How did you meet the last person you kissed?
i was hanging out with my friends and he was with his cousin who is also my friend and then i called his cousin to come where we were

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
yesss

Do you give out second chances too easily?
yeaaaaaah

What does your hair look like?
i don’t know it’s kinda mess right now but it’s not blond anymore

Have you been kissed by someone who’s name starts with a J?
i have no idea, could be

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a D? 
yeah

Who was the last person you talked to?
one of my sisters yelled “i’m leaving now” when she went to the school and i was like “okay” but i have no idea which one it was

Are you happier now or four months ago?
i think so because four months ago me and anna stopped our huge fight and that made me very happy and now i’m at my mom’s place and this sucks

What are you doing tomorrow? 
baking

Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally? 
my cat sings to me sometimes but it sounds horrible so i always tell her to stop

When was the last time you were told you were pretty?
last weekend henkka said i look beautiful when i laugh and i was like what because i think i look like a troll when i smile

Do you like your hair? 
it’s nice if i do something to it but if i just let it be it looks horrible

Are you wearing anything that doesn’t belong to you? 
ummmm no

What’s running through your mind right now? 
anna

Did you like this past summer? 
yeah it was the most awesome summer i’ve ever had, i watched buffy with anna the whole summer

Do you wake up cranky? 
no

Who’s seen you at your worst? 
i don’t know, anna, henkka, marika, tuomo

Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you? 
i don’t know, i think everything is funny but sometimes jokes about eating disorders, depression or suicide are a bit painful

Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss? 
no we were sitting at the car duh

Current annoyance?
my mom, my graduation party, my eating disorder, my future, having just one cigarette left

Do you hate your ex?
i don’t have any

How did you meet the last person you texted?
we went to the same high school

Do you put ketchup on your fries or on the side?

on the side

What was the last thing you drank? 
apple-flavored water

Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing? 
ordered it from the internet

Do you smile a lot? 
yesss

Are you afraid to live on your own?
no and if everything goes as planned i don’t have to live alone and that’s even better

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i hope henkka doesn’t get mad at me for eating his chicken

he should know that he can’t leave me home alone for several hours and expect me not to eat everything i find

when we start living together he needs to lock the fridge door or something

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it happened again

i found myself staring at nowhere and thinking sex with henkka

i have no idea how long i was doing it

fucking periods

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sometimes i wish that henkka would break up with me so i could just hang out with anna all the time and eat and not care about how fat i am

and sometimes i wish that henkka would get fat too so i wouldn’t have the pressure of looking good because now he’s like too hot for me

i don’t know what i’m talking about i have pms

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if you look posts tagged as cunt you’ll find a lots of vaginas and then in the middle there’s me complaining about team fortress

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aichy:

This song tells the awesome story of my friendship with Milla.

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waiting for team fortress to download on my little sister’s computer

it’s taking foreverrrrrr

i’m gonna set her a new wallpaper from my blog

also i’m kinda out of cigarettes

also i’ve been eating too much chocolate

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i just don’t play as a sniper

i am a sniper

 

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i need new pants

i tried every pants i have and all of them made me look so fat

hjkuigyukyfukfukfyidryhdfths

i hate everything 

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i have no idea why henkka wants to be with me

he’s like the perfect guy and i’m just a bitch with so many problems

maybe he knows that he has like two months to live

or then my mom paid him to prove that i’m not a lesbian

or he never has looked at the mirror and he thinks he’s fugly

or he lost a bet with his cousin

or he’s drunk all the time

or he’s blind and deaf

or he’s secretly gay and wants no one to find out

or he’s too lazy to get rid of me

or then i’m just so *~::fabulous::~* that he loves me

yeah i think it’s the last one 

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as the only female resident of this household i assume that every women’s clothes i find in here is mine

therefore my sisters should know that all sexy underwear they left here are also mine

i hope they were expensive

sluts 

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i hate listening people complaining about themselves

that’s why me and henkka had a fight last week

now one of my dearest friend kia is also having a bad time and instead of getting pissed off i decided to take her out this week and make her feel better

that way i’ll make us both happy

i feel like a jesus 

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omg guys guess what

i’ve been missing henkka so much that i forgot all about final fantasy 13!!!!

WAAH I WANT TO PLAY IT I HAVEN’T PLAYED IT IN TWO WEEKS HENKKAAAAA

sob sob

so………………. 

this is it

now i’m at that point where you care more about people than videogames

wow

never thought this would happen 

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my ass looks awesome today

*~::bootylicious::~*

gonna get sum dick 2night yessssssssssss